Wings

No matter how I try, I cannot change the way things are

I don’t like this scarf

The way things are

I am sick of you, your God, and this food

The way things are

Its hot out there and in here I’m suffocating, you force me to wear black wool every day and that’s the way things are

In my dreams I’m allowed to be free; in my dreams I escape these rules

The rules of society, pseudo-science, paranoia, and superstition

The true laws of physics scream at your broken thinking

I don’t like the way things are

In my sleep I see myself laughing, running untethered and facing the sun

The flowers aren’t real, they’re plastic but they are on my basket

I’m free!

My colors are purple, orange and gold

My wings are purple, orange and gold

Let’s be honest

The way things are…are because you can’t open your mind

You refuse to see the broken and bent parts — what the frick; you own them!

My oppression is so extreme that now I believe this is just the way things are

You’ve almost succeeded in controlling my soul

Almost

Today I awake with a glimmer of hope

A one percent dream that today will be different 

I can feel my lungs exhale purple, orange, and gold